*MORE ABOUT ME*

A servant, whose heart is set to follow God. I love dancing, singing, acting, writing, teaching, praising, worshipping and doing everything for the Lord. Gusto ko iglorify si Lord through demonstrating all that he has given me. I want to make the best of every opportunity. I would forever want to be blessed and be a blessing.

Hm sabe nung iba, suplada daw ako, snobbish. Pero sa church hindi, it convicts me. I don’t want to let go of any soul na I don’t get the chance to say” hi!” or kahit kamayan lng sila, nabebless ako everytym I see people in the church, I have no reason to be suplada. I show what’s inside me, hindi ko ugaling lokohin ang sarili ko. Pero out of the church, I often misunderstood as a snob. Hindi kc ako environment friendly, sanay ako outside the world na ako ung unang pinapansin then afterwards I would show the real me, then eventually, they would accept me just the way I am. I don’t let myself be influenced by anything ungodly. Instead, I influence anybody of much goodness God has done in me.

Weakness ko dati, naninigaw ako pag nagagalit. I really do shout when I’m angry. Straight at the person’s face, napaka impatient ko, nagger. Ayoko din dati nung palagi akong kinukulet, kasi pinapahiya ko talaga yung tao. But now I have learned to extend my patience, naging understanding na ako kahit paano. And I’ve changed the way I release my anger. Pag nagagalit ako, I talk less, hindi na ako naninigaw. I don’t want to talk much when I’m mad coz I might say things I didn’t mean to say. Pero pag galit ako, I don’t pretend that I’m not mad. Tpos pag kalmado na ko, I cry it out, pray and forgive afterwards wala ng galit, then I would talk to the person and be honest about what I feel coz it gives me emotional healing. Then right away, I would be flooded with peace.

Pag may naiinggit saken, sinisiraan ako kahit kanino. All I do is to pray for that person, hindi ako gumaganti. I just leave everything to God. And when my friends once knew that someone is bugging me, I can’t do anything to stop my friends kasi sila yung gumaganti para sakin. Pinagtatanggol nila ako. I learned to show humility whenever it happens and leave it up to him. Kahit ginawan ako ng hindi maganda, I forgive, because I have God and it’s easy. Pero yung tiwala dun sa taong un, will no longer be like before.


Pagdating sa family ko, anu ba? Wala akong maisip eh, hehe. Hm, yung parents ko strict. Sobra, kahit kanino mo pa itanong. Minsan nasasakal na ko, but it’s God who makes me understand them. Kahit college na ako kailangan may curfew parin and , indi pa sila ready sa fact na sooner or later someone would visit me sa house and, court me. Minsan nga may pumunta sa bahay ayun binibiro biro nila ko pero deep inside, ayaw pa talga nila ko magboyfriend. They just know I won’t disappoint them kaya binibiro nila ako. Although mahirap un sa part ko, I will keep my words alive to God and my parents and to all of u na hindi ako magbbf. Not now, not while I’m studying. Mag aaral muna ko;) God has his own way and has his on time to reveal the right person for me. And when it happens, everything will be legal and everything between us will be a blessing to everyone. Anyway, before this description of mine ends, I’m obviously fond of writing and making stuffs like this. The Apt description is, I’m totally nothing without Christ;)

*MY EXISTENCE IS FOR THE LORD*

There’s no precise description about me than being nothing without Christ. I would be gone astray if I didn’t have him. When I was young, a lot of uncertainty was on my mind, the whole thing about the world. I actually didn’t know the reason for living, why some people live then die. I remain disputed, thinking of much vague ideas. Although my eyes as a child were exposed in a Christian world because of my mom and brother, I still haven’t known my life’s purpose. But this is one of the things that I’m so thankful, I have known God at early age. Even though my father hasn’t accepted him yet, I would never mislay hope to pray and believe that he will be saved.

In my childish stage, I’ve come to understand anything about God gradually, because I don’t go at church on a regular basis. I thought playing is what I would always want to do. As you would expect, child loves spending time to have fun. Until I feel I want to do enormous and of note in my existence. The satisfaction in my life started when I was saved, the moment that I made Christ not only my Savior, but also my Lord. I was 15 when I have been strong-willed to obey him, to take action in his calling, to serve him, for the reason that I can’t resist his overwhelming love.

From then on, I started to do what he has set for me, and I find it fulfilling when I make use of my time for him. Since I was called to dance, I committed myself to be in the tambourine ministry. And it is awe-inspiring to know that God doesn’t ask for us to remain at one place. He has proven me that through him I can do more than dancing, by his power; I am being used for singing now, an emcee and a VJCF Youth Coordinator. I give him back all the praises and glory; it’s by his grace I can stand. Doing all you have for the Lord is very much rewarding.

just to start.

Yeah. i decided to make this blog. Which I didn't plan to do now. But i feel like doing just to see if it works. haha. I left my writings at my room and i don't know what significant things i'd tell you. Maybe next time. Godbless;)