*MY EXISTENCE IS FOR THE LORD*

There’s no precise description about me than being nothing without Christ. I would be gone astray if I didn’t have him. When I was young, a lot of uncertainty was on my mind, the whole thing about the world. I actually didn’t know the reason for living, why some people live then die. I remain disputed, thinking of much vague ideas. Although my eyes as a child were exposed in a Christian world because of my mom and brother, I still haven’t known my life’s purpose. But this is one of the things that I’m so thankful, I have known God at early age. Even though my father hasn’t accepted him yet, I would never mislay hope to pray and believe that he will be saved.

In my childish stage, I’ve come to understand anything about God gradually, because I don’t go at church on a regular basis. I thought playing is what I would always want to do. As you would expect, child loves spending time to have fun. Until I feel I want to do enormous and of note in my existence. The satisfaction in my life started when I was saved, the moment that I made Christ not only my Savior, but also my Lord. I was 15 when I have been strong-willed to obey him, to take action in his calling, to serve him, for the reason that I can’t resist his overwhelming love.

From then on, I started to do what he has set for me, and I find it fulfilling when I make use of my time for him. Since I was called to dance, I committed myself to be in the tambourine ministry. And it is awe-inspiring to know that God doesn’t ask for us to remain at one place. He has proven me that through him I can do more than dancing, by his power; I am being used for singing now, an emcee and a VJCF Youth Coordinator. I give him back all the praises and glory; it’s by his grace I can stand. Doing all you have for the Lord is very much rewarding.