*I WILL LOVE YOU LORD, ETERNALLY.*

My churchmate Ate Noreen, at Guadalajara Mexico watching a soccer game, Chivas vs.Anlante

I miss you Ate.. HAppy Birthday!

Kuya Chad and I, Friend ng Brother ko, at d same time co- minister namen sa church;) Pareho sila ng Birthday ni Ate Noreen, today. So, Happy happy Birthday! God bless you both, keep loving and serving our Almighty God!;)

Until the sunset of my life, and my last breath, I'll be loving you Lord, eternally.

Hm, What can I say about the whole day? Stressful, tiring, a little bit sad. But God made it fine at the end of the day. We met new Profs, different subjects and various acquaintances. As days of school go on, I face lots of challenges and pressures. Loads of assignments, reports and lessons to comprehend. Those are not only the things that keep going to and fro in my mind. I also have lots of plans for our church, for our Youth Ministry but I don’t know how to make them be well thought-out properly. I don’t even know how and where to start. I also have of course the feeling of being pressed of the multitude. Only days to go, I’ll be taking over the position on the 1st day of December, being an Official Sangguniang Kabataan Chairman. People go to me as early as now, mostly young people, requesting and asking Volleyball and Basketball equipments, including the net and stuffs. It’s my responsibility of course to find a way and to plan for their needs and how to address those. I have to set up it as possible as I can to the moment when I hang on the position. That’s why I still consider planning before time to make request letters to the officials of higher position. I have to make letters for Mayor, City Councilors, eventually to the Congressman and Office of the Governor. Then in school, I have lots of assignments, reports, even much quizzes too, a lot of preparation for our upcoming church concert, whole day practices and more probability of thoughts to come. Yeah, these and those. Maybe, I’m often seen by some people relaxed, cool, nothing much to reflect or just like sitting back and chewing a gum. But that’s not my life, not a bed of roses. Authority indicates responsibility. Even without authority, we’re all not free to our obligations, then much more to those who have bigger tasks. Some people won’t like you especially when you make a mistake, just a single mistake, or that in their eyes you don’t make your role sufficiently. Even I haven’t experienced it again, I’m ready to that, and it is a factual part and a true scenario in our lives. Admit it. But it is God who makes me strong in and out, makes my heart braced and protected.
I’m tired but I’m happy, I’m stressed but I’m delighted, I’m not at ease but I’m blessed. God gives me strength when I need it, making it new every moment like an eagle that soars day after day. He is the foundation of everything established in my heart. I prayed for these, the whole thing I’m going to face before I enter this ground. All these are parts of my expectations. More work, more responsibility, more test and more challenges. I’m not surprised; I can only feel it visibly. Thank God because I have him, he prepared my heart for all of these and promised that if will put me on a certain place, he will be with me, back to back, side by side and at every corner of my journey. To guide me every step of the way.

I’m called for a purpose, to live for a cause. All my cries, sobs and sighs will be taken away by the gentle arms of my God. He is my comforter, my all in this life. HE WILL BE MY HOPE ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE.

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:31


With all my heart I will thank him in any state I am at, when God has called you to do something, at the end of it all you will realize that he is with you from the very start til the very end. He is the Alpha and Omega. The first and last. He’ll be with you forever;)

I also had a time of chatting with my friend this night, a hard to understand friend of mine. He is also a Christian. While our conversation goes serious, he pleaded me to see something on video to click then watch and listen to it very well, as I do I found myself a cry baby in seconds, I didn’t cry literally but I shouted and was really scared. Something appeared on the monitor that was really creepy. I don’t know if I’ll be angry on him or what. But I did express feelings of being mad then I just forget it. Again, I just extended my patience, (so many patience na to you. Ehe) He said, “Peace, peace! Ice Breaker lang yon, serious ka kasi.” Then he continually showing me things he taught I’ve never seen like optical illusions, and that. Even something that really amazed me. Amazed us. A part of conversation I’ve said, “I want to si Jesus n nga eh.” He stopped typing for more than 5minutes, stopped responsing to what I said then I sent him a Buzzer to wake him up and asked him if he is still there, he said immediately, “Opo, may iniisip lang ako.” Hm, then I asked him about it, ayaw nya sabihin. I can feel inconvenience; I know there’s something not good on his mood. I can sense the burden but he never wanted to tell me anything that bothers him, not even once. Hai, I just felt a bit sadness about it because he still haven’t changed his way. He makes me clueless, almost everytime. Until I felt sleepy and finally said to him “Goodnight na, take a rest and pray. Godbless.” He put something on my mind na naman to think about what is it. But all I do now is just to pray for it. God knows everything, all that we both are going through. I pray that sooner he will overcome his fear of sharing his thoughts to mine. Before I sleep I will leave you a wonderful message from God. Take Care!

Be strong and courageous, do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you, wherever you go. Joshua 1:9;)

Again to my dear churchmates. My Bro and Sis in Christ, Ate Noreen and Kuya Chad;) Happy Birthday to Both of you! God Bless!;)

True time published- 1:07am. Inaabot nq ng mdaling araw. Nov10 na. Gudmorning & Godbless for reading;)