Thursday, November 15, 2007

*CONNECT THE STRINGS, IT WILL HAPPEN IF YOU WILL*

My bestfriend Mina,

My sitch Nin
My Choogie Say,


Choogie tope,


Choogie Euri,


Choogie allan




All of us...



I miss seeing us all complete..



What’s the depiction for today? An early morning showered by raindrops ;) Yeah. A pair of shoes got soaked by water, a girl holding an umbrella which didn’t work in the midst of the heavy drizzle. At least I wasn’t late, that’s what I thank God. And yeah my day started well, prayer really works. I always begin and end my day with a prayer, I feel incomplete when I set myself in motion to see the new sun shining, or walking away from my bed without talking to the one I adore, no other than my God, my father in heaven that I dearly worship and love.

Yeah, I also became emotional after school. I do miss my choogies so much. Whom my best friend and I used to be with before. It’s just happened that, Tope had a conflict or a mess to Say, Nin and Euri. And I, also my best friend Mina, even Allan chose to be at the middle. But of course as we go with Tope, the three would stay away just to be isolated from him. Although that’s the case and its how the story goes, I made it sure to tell the three that I heard both sides, I understand them and tope, that I understand all of them. I assured that nothing is to be heard from me no matter what the situation of our friendship will go, I’m really open to both side. Of course I was sad during those initial days that they quarrel, but I planned to keep myself quiet, to just let them think what they should really be doing. All I do is just to pray that somehow they’ll realize the value of the friendship that we all once had and cherished. Uh, it’s been quite a long time ago that we all sat, talked, laughed, cried, shared stories and jokes to each other completely. I can’t even remember when that last time was. ;( I miss them and I’ll never get tired to tell them that I’m always hoping for the wholeness and unity of choogies one of these days.. Still, I thank God that after all, my friendship with Nin, Say and Euri didn’t change; even I was not with them for quite a long time. I can always see that we’re all longing for each other when we look at each other’s eyes, especially when they hug and kiss me and tell me, “Pinagpalit nyo na ata kame, huhu, I miss you choogie.” Those kinds of lambingan, the way they get my attention.. hai miss them..

I always hope for their reconciliation, I know God will make a way. He will, if only we’re going to cooperate. Someday, everybody will pick the pieces and put them back in place. I know, God can heal all wounds and he can definitely restore everything. It's really a matter of choice ;)

I sent them a message just this afternoon:

My dear, funny, yet fascinating choogies ;) Yeah. You know that I miss you all so much.. I always wanted all of u to be reconciled. All d time I hope for it, but I don't know when or how, the only way I can think is that, we should learn to forgive when someone caused us pain. But I understand everybody's perspective, I understand all of u. Despite that, I'll never make a way to see the scenario of our friendship more chaotic, instead u can always hav me hir to tell u all, dat I always love to see us complete and united. I don’t know when things will be back on its place, but I want u to know that I do value the friendship that we once had, always. I’ll keep it in my compassion forever. Although we’re far literally, my hand is within reach. I’ll always be here for all of you. Same as before. Iloveyou all, Godbless;)


Nin replied:

hi sitch.. amishoo so much.. hehe! an tagal na natin hindi ngsasama ih.. hai kakamiz na talaga.. dami na natin hindi napakukuwentuhan.. hmm, hindi man tayu lagi nagkakasama andito paren ako para sainyo.. prend nyo paren aku.. lahat naman tayo gustong mabuo ule an choogies, pero sa ngaun parang mejo mahirap na eh.. dami na z pinagbago.. haiz.. nakakalungkot man :c pero i hope n one tym e maaus n tau ule..masaya narin ako kahit papano na parang walang nagbago sa ating dalwa, sana lan magkasama ule tau..T.T mishoo so much.. ingat ka palagi sitch.. aylabyoo..

Some of them haven’t read that message so I don’t know yet what they feel towards it.. But I do miss them so much and I always treasure all that we had. They are one of the precious gifts God has given me. I’ll always be here to share God’s warmth peace and love that he placed in my heart.

I miss all of you.. Hoping to see us all, completely.. I love you all..

True time published- 9:25pm, Gudnyt & Godbless;)

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