*A BLESSED CHRISTMAS*

labyu cuz, mwuah

Nag hang ung fone ko sa dami ng nagtxt kninang umaga. Aww. That's one of the reasons why I've said, i'm so blessed;)

Each day,I'm realizing more and more how blessed I am. Simply because I have God, I have his son in my heart, the greatest gift that I received and that's my Lord Jesus Christ. Hm, Whatever pains i've felt, all that I've been through and going through this season, I let it be freed, forgotten & forgiven. I'm not hypocrite to tell u dat I'm not wounded, within my heart, I am. But I have God, who is mighty, to love, to save and so mighty to heal. It's not hard to forgive when there's Jesus that lives in you. It's because of him I just cry then think of everything as if I fell in the ground, wounded and he will always be ready to get me up & lovingly heal my wounds. To comfort me and make me strong of all my life's battle.

I was packed with my emotions lately. I'm crying every night,embracing my pillow & praying intimately. But each morning I open my eyes, i see every hope in my tears that when God gives you another day to live, there's always another hope to cope with. I believe God is just molding me into it's finest, to take another step of the stairs, another level of trust, faithfulness & maturity, of loving & knowing him. My smiles are the product of God's grace, of his indefatigable love, the love that has no limits & boundaries.

He makes me take the negativity of one thing, positively. He turns my trials into triumph, he changes my weakness into strength. I would thank God forever, i won't regret anything when I've started to accept Jesus in my heart & decided to follow him. Because God uses even those circumstances in my life, to be the person that I am now. I love God, I love Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I'm happy. I'm healed. And I'm so blessed! I would forever celebrate that Christ was born within my heart.;) Merry Christmas!

True Time published: 11:14pm, Godbless;)

*1 HOUR AND 43 MINUTES BEFORE CHRISTMAS, I LOVE YOU JESUS CHRIST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!;)*

A Gift for You:

Just as you give gifts to your loved ones, God is offering you a gift as well: the gift of complete forgiveness, freedom from sin, and eternal life with Him in heaven. Just like you must accept a Christmas gift for it to be yours, you must accept God’s gift of salvation. Here is how you can accept this free gift this Christmas:
1. God Loves You!The Bible says, "God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life"
The problem is that:

2. All of us have done, said or thought things that are wrong. This is called sin, and our sins have separated us from God.
The Bible says “All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” God is perfect and holy, and our sins separate us from God forever. The Bible says “The wages of sin is death.”The good news is that, about 2,000 years ago,

3. God sent His only Son Jesus Christ to die for our sins.
Jesus is the Son of God. He lived a sinless life and then died on the cross to pay the penalty for our sins. “God demonstrates His own love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.”Jesus rose from the dead and now He lives in heaven with God His Father. He offers us the gift of eternal life -- of living forever with Him in heaven if we accept Him as our Lord and Savior. Jesus said "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except by Me."God reaches out in love to you and wants you to be His child. "As many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe on His name." You can choose to ask Jesus Christ to forgive your sins and come in to your life as your Lord and Savior.

4. If you want to accept Christ, you can ask Him to be your Savior and Lord by praying a prayer like this:

"Lord Jesus, I believe you are the Son of God. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. Please forgive my sins and give me the gift of eternal life. I ask you in to my life and heart to be my Lord and Savior. I want to serve you always."

Merry Christmas everyone! Godbless;)

*I STILL SURVIVE, ALL BECAUSE OF HIM*

Date today is December 21, 2007. It feels so long when I last posted an entry on my blog. That was December 2, all about our Business Day. Since I started the Christmas Vacation, I’ve been through a lot of meetings, appointments, and tasks done and doing up to now. Musta nman un, Parang hindi rin nagbakasyon dba? Hm, that’s the reality of my life, of being a public servant. Almost everyday, I have an appointment, I mean, everyday. Yah, it is. My family, even my friends know that. I go in different places, doing lots of things, thinking about countless thoughts that are passing, and have to be on my mind. Left and right I hear various requests, advices, opinions, ideas and definitely, I sometimes don’t know what am I gonna do, where and whom I would listen. It’s never easy. You have to value these, those and all that. I’m truly bleeding in, and out. It pains me to think of many things, to shoulder loads of heaviness about the youth, my family, my friends and myself. Esp Youth of our church, Youth of our community. Plus thinking about my schooling, my ministry, my work, my responsibilities in SK PSC & SK Federation. Waaw. How was that?.. Sigh.. ;’C

It’s tiring, physically, mentally, socially & emotionally. Yet I thank God because there’s a certain piece in my life that I never get tired of. It’s to dwell on him whenever I feel upset, disappointed and fully stressed. My Spiritual life makes me well-built. GOD is the only reason why I go on, why I still do what I needed to, why I cry, laugh, dance, sing, and carry the burdens that I have. GOD is the only reason why I still want to live. I can’t see anything than the purposes that he wants me to fulfill. He still needs me, and the people he put in my life. I’m tired, but it’s God that I depend and hold on to. I can’t really imagine my world out of him. He is my everything, my all in this life.

These past days, I’ve been crying every night, when nobody sees me, I cry so hard. I pray & talk to God eagerly. I always want to be with him and tell him all that I’m feeling, the deepest need inside me. Nobody knows, even my very best friend. But God alone, he knows everything that I’ve been & I’m going through. That’s why, I love God. I love him dearly. He understands everything, and he is constantly loving me. He shows me mercy, generosity and not the very unfair scene that this world offers.

Hm, it’s only four days to go before Christmas. I’ve received many gifts, from different places and people, but I don’t know yet what to give to the one who would celebrate his birth, who deserves a gift. It’s Jesus Christ’s day, his very special day. If I could give him the most expensive gift, I would, but he doesn’t need it. What he needs is his Lordship, as my friend’s dad shared to me last Christmas, Jesus wants his Lordship to be valued. To follow him as our Personal Lord in our lives. Hm, I take action, however I fail to do it at times. But by God’s grace, I’ve been through a lot of tests, course since I accepted & obeyed Jesus . The tests of obedience that bring forth blessings in my life, which is extremely, awfully, abundant. God has been so good, so wise of giving his only son Jesus, to rule our lives. If only we will let him. Hm, letting Jesus be your Personal Lord and Savior can’t compare anything in this world. Things will happen out of your expectation, more than you thought it will, more than you’ve ever imagined. His and his father’s love is limitless, unconditional & can’t be found anywhere else. Feel the spirit, this Christmas and don’t forget to thank the real reason for these seasons. ;) Merry Christmas & a Blessed New Year to all of you!

Real time published- 12:43 am. Gudnyt & Godbless;)

*BUSINESS DAY- NOV.29, 07*

Can u see diz curly hair of a lady? lady guard nmen yan, knakausap nya si alex kng anu nangyyre, nsa likod nya ko tpos I decided to take a pic of the burning aircon, nagflash ung cam tumakbo si lady guard pababa ng hagdan ksma ung ibang classmates nmin. akla kng anung kumislap at sumabog. haha. lhat nagtwanan. nagulat nlng rin kme ng classmates ko kung bkit nagtakbuhan ung iba at si lady guard. Sori nman, d ko inexpect n gnun ang mgging reaction nyo,.;) pti ung mga tumakbo tnawanan dn srili nla, haha.

This thing happened while we're having a quiz on Eco, rum 312.. Around 7am, pagtingin nmen sa aircon lumiliyab.. panic lht, sigawan, pabilisan ng pagtakbo. nangunguna si tope. hehe. paglabas nmen ng room sabay may sumabog buti sa loob lng ng rum, tapos umusok ng maitim na mabaho amoy bad toasted wire. pinatay ung apoy ng tutulog tulog na mga staff, nung wla ng apoy. haha. bad, dpat alert kau lge. eun. Tuloy prin ang quiz.. hmp. hehe then we went up to the nxtflr aftr quiz to watch the program.. masaya nman..

Hm, Thank God wla nman nasaktan at ndi kumalat ang sunog. Di tlga nmen mlilimutan ung pagtakbo nla dhil lng sa flash ng cam,hehehe.

It was a hot, yet cold and fun fun business day;)