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Date today is December 21, 2007. It feels so long when I last posted an entry on my blog. That was December 2, all about our Business Day. Since I started the Christmas Vacation, I’ve been through a lot of meetings, appointments, and tasks done and doing up to now. Musta nman un, Parang hindi rin nagbakasyon dba? Hm, that’s the reality of my life, of being a public servant. Almost everyday, I have an appointment, I mean, everyday. Yah, it is. My family, even my friends know that. I go in different places, doing lots of things, thinking about countless thoughts that are passing, and have to be on my mind. Left and right I hear various requests, advices, opinions, ideas and definitely, I sometimes don’t know what am I gonna do, where and whom I would listen. It’s never easy. You have to value these, those and all that. I’m truly bleeding in, and out. It pains me to think of many things, to shoulder loads of heaviness about the youth, my family, my friends and myself. Esp Youth of our church, Youth of our community. Plus thinking about my schooling, my ministry, my work, my responsibilities in SK PSC & SK Federation. Waaw. How was that?.. Sigh.. ;’C
It’s tiring, physically, mentally, socially & emotionally. Yet I thank God because there’s a certain piece in my life that I never get tired of. It’s to dwell on him whenever I feel upset, disappointed and fully stressed. My Spiritual life makes me well-built. GOD is the only reason why I go on, why I still do what I needed to, why I cry, laugh, dance, sing, and carry the burdens that I have. GOD is the only reason why I still want to live. I can’t see anything than the purposes that he wants me to fulfill. He still needs me, and the people he put in my life. I’m tired, but it’s God that I depend and hold on to. I can’t really imagine my world out of him. He is my everything, my all in this life.
These past days, I’ve been crying every night, when nobody sees me, I cry so hard. I pray & talk to God eagerly. I always want to be with him and tell him all that I’m feeling, the deepest need inside me. Nobody knows, even my very best friend. But God alone, he knows everything that I’ve been & I’m going through. That’s why, I love God. I love him dearly. He understands everything, and he is constantly loving me. He shows me mercy, generosity and not the very unfair scene that this world offers.
Hm, it’s only four days to go before Christmas. I’ve received many gifts, from different places and people, but I don’t know yet what to give to the one who would celebrate his birth, who deserves a gift. It’s Jesus Christ’s day, his very special day. If I could give him the most expensive gift, I would, but he doesn’t need it. What he needs is his Lordship, as my friend’s dad shared to me last Christmas, Jesus wants his Lordship to be valued. To follow him as our Personal Lord in our lives. Hm, I take action, however I fail to do it at times. But by God’s grace, I’ve been through a lot of tests, course since I accepted & obeyed Jesus . The tests of obedience that bring forth blessings in my life, which is extremely, awfully, abundant. God has been so good, so wise of giving his only son Jesus, to rule our lives. If only we will let him. Hm, letting Jesus be your Personal Lord and Savior can’t compare anything in this world. Things will happen out of your expectation, more than you thought it will, more than you’ve ever imagined. His and his father’s love is limitless, unconditional & can’t be found anywhere else. Feel the spirit, this Christmas and don’t forget to thank the real reason for these seasons. ;) Merry Christmas & a Blessed New Year to all of you!
It’s tiring, physically, mentally, socially & emotionally. Yet I thank God because there’s a certain piece in my life that I never get tired of. It’s to dwell on him whenever I feel upset, disappointed and fully stressed. My Spiritual life makes me well-built. GOD is the only reason why I go on, why I still do what I needed to, why I cry, laugh, dance, sing, and carry the burdens that I have. GOD is the only reason why I still want to live. I can’t see anything than the purposes that he wants me to fulfill. He still needs me, and the people he put in my life. I’m tired, but it’s God that I depend and hold on to. I can’t really imagine my world out of him. He is my everything, my all in this life.
These past days, I’ve been crying every night, when nobody sees me, I cry so hard. I pray & talk to God eagerly. I always want to be with him and tell him all that I’m feeling, the deepest need inside me. Nobody knows, even my very best friend. But God alone, he knows everything that I’ve been & I’m going through. That’s why, I love God. I love him dearly. He understands everything, and he is constantly loving me. He shows me mercy, generosity and not the very unfair scene that this world offers.
Hm, it’s only four days to go before Christmas. I’ve received many gifts, from different places and people, but I don’t know yet what to give to the one who would celebrate his birth, who deserves a gift. It’s Jesus Christ’s day, his very special day. If I could give him the most expensive gift, I would, but he doesn’t need it. What he needs is his Lordship, as my friend’s dad shared to me last Christmas, Jesus wants his Lordship to be valued. To follow him as our Personal Lord in our lives. Hm, I take action, however I fail to do it at times. But by God’s grace, I’ve been through a lot of tests, course since I accepted & obeyed Jesus . The tests of obedience that bring forth blessings in my life, which is extremely, awfully, abundant. God has been so good, so wise of giving his only son Jesus, to rule our lives. If only we will let him. Hm, letting Jesus be your Personal Lord and Savior can’t compare anything in this world. Things will happen out of your expectation, more than you thought it will, more than you’ve ever imagined. His and his father’s love is limitless, unconditional & can’t be found anywhere else. Feel the spirit, this Christmas and don’t forget to thank the real reason for these seasons. ;) Merry Christmas & a Blessed New Year to all of you!
Real time published- 12:43 am. Gudnyt & Godbless;)
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